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Giovanni Rammsteiner
16 June 2008 @ 04:12 pm
25  
Who cares who left? As long as Haine didn't leave, then all is fine. We'll leave together, right brother?

I can walk normally again, about time. My room is all to myself. Finally.
 
 
Current Mood: apathetic
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
07 June 2008 @ 05:43 pm
24  
Day 58
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: Annoyance and boredom
Mood Triggers: An annoying cat bugged me today at lunch and ate my cake.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Birthday cakes are useless.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Lunch.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements:

Almost good as new, brothers.
 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
31 May 2008 @ 06:01 pm
23  

I am one year older today.

Day 57
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Hours.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: The time he almost killed me. Nothing.
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers: Haine.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Whatever.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements:

I'll kill you.
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Current Mood: cynical
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
29 May 2008 @ 03:01 pm
22  
That hurt, brother.
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Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
27 May 2008 @ 04:05 pm
21  
Voice Post

[ooc: click the link and hear Giovanni's voice~]
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Giovanni Rammsteiner
14 May 2008 @ 12:01 am
20  
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Giovanni Rammsteiner
09 May 2008 @ 12:14 am
19  
Day 54
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: Haven't we learned yet?
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 0/10.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Five.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: The three of us as children, but there was a taller blond boy.
Moods Experienced Today: After yesterday's event, I am rather bored.
Mood Triggers: Haine
Significant Thoughts of the Day:
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements:

This is boring. Amuse me, brother.
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Current Mood: bored
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
03 May 2008 @ 12:18 am
18  
Day 53
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: Never-ever
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 1/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not too much, but that's fine.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had a dream about a dog that killed and ripped apart little children. A big black dog.
Moods Experienced Today: Hmm
Mood Triggers: Haine, and Badou, il mio osso, ti amo, realmente~
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Mother would be proud.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Badou
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Ever second was amazing.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Whoops, I missed it again! Silly me, I apologize.
Noticeable Improvements:

A poem to il mio osso:

S’ i’ fosse foco, ardere’ il mondo;
s’ i’ fosse vento, lo tempesterei;
s’ i’ fosse acqua, io l’ anegherei;
s’ i’ fosse dio, mandereil en profondo;
s’ i’ fosse papa, sare’ alor giocondo,
chè tutt’ i cristïani imbrigherei;
s’ i’ fosse ’imperator, sa’ che farei?
a tutti mozarei lo capo a tondo.
S’ i’ fosse morte, andarei da mio padre;
s’ i’ fosse vita, fugirei da lui;
similmente faría di mi’ madre.
S’ i’ fosse Cecco com’ i’ sono e fui,
torei le donne giovani e legiadre,
e vecchie e laide lasserei altrui.

[ooc: translation here!]
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
30 April 2008 @ 08:17 pm
17  




The Human Skull by Giovanni Rammsteiner
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Current Mood: okay
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
27 April 2008 @ 02:43 pm
17  
Day 52
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: Ridiculous.
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 0/10.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Seven?
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I shot her in the face.
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers: Noki's arrival, Badou, Haine, biological mother
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I want to do it again.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Last night and though I was displeased at first, Noki's arrival.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: No comment.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I didn't go today. Shame.
Noticeable Improvements: I've been more...in control of things.

Noki, meet me later.
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Current Mood: determined
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
23 April 2008 @ 01:36 am
16  
[ the maybe not so accidental voice post, locked from staff and those younger patients of malaise]

[Loud banging and thrashing is heard]

"Chiudi quella cazzo di bocca...!"

"You wanted to forget, il mio osso~?"

[cracking and a groan]

"Figlio di puttana, pezzo di merda!"

"I'll make you forget, you asked me to help you, after all."

[thump and something ruffling, sounds of something dropping and being tossed]

"No me interesso un cazzo-Agh! Fuck!"

[laughter]

"Buono, Badou? Am I doing this right, puttana?"

[paced thumping and moaning]

"Shut-stai zitto! Move! Frettoloso!"

"So demanding, and I'm still so new at this~"

[loud crashing and static is heard before it ends]
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Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
17 April 2008 @ 09:05 pm
15  
Day 51
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: The amount I need
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: My childhood
Moods Experienced Today: Curiosity
Mood Triggers: Cerberus, Haine, "Bishop"
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Family is important. Why is he talking about family?
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I do not know
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: I do not know
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Pleasing
Noticeable Improvements: My social skills are developing.

[accidental voice post]

No one can keep secrets from me, mother told me everything.

[crashing and cracking]

Everything, even things brother does not know.

[sound of a door slamming]
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
12 April 2008 @ 07:06 pm
14  
Day 50
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner.
Suicidal Ideation: No thank you.
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: I would like to say seven.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had a dream about my childhood.
Moods Experienced Today: Amusement, excitement, enjoyment, and happiness
Mood Triggers: Cereberus, Badou, Haine, Lilly
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Bones can break so easily.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking to my favorite people.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: I suppose thinking about an old injury of mine.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have a new therapist, and he's such a polite gentleman. This place is redeeming itself.
Noticeable Improvements: Cerberus is free. Hmm, I think I'm making friends here.

Little brothers should stick together, shouldn't they, Badou?
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
08 April 2008 @ 10:22 pm
13  
I got a lovely letter from the twins today. It seems someone opened my letter, how cruel of them. Little twin girls can't cause that many problems, now can they? They drew me a lovely picture of the whole family, minus mother.

Dear Big Brudder Bruder Giovanni,

Guten Tag? Wie geht's? (Me and Luki are practicing our German like you told us to! But our spelling needs some work)
Things have been boring here without you, and Luki and I really miss playing with you. Did you find big Brudder Noki can't spell! Yes I can! Cannot! You can't spell German! It's my turn to write the letter! You got to draw the picture!

Mother says you should come bring Haine back, because mother misses the both of you. I miss you more than big bruder Haine, Gio!

Luki drew you a picture of our family, and it even has Hainey in it. He is sad because he hurt big sis Lilly and because he is not with the three of us! I hope you like it.

We miss you!


Noki and Luki

Picture )
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
05 April 2008 @ 08:49 pm
12  
Haine, Reno wird sterben. Cerberus wird ihn töten. Hunde lieben Blut, ja?

Ich habe Langeweile.

I'm rusty, it's been years.

Day 49
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: No thank you.
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 Hmm. I'll be honest. 1/10.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Enough to get me by.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I was a little boy again.
Moods Experienced Today: Amusement.
Mood Triggers: Dr. Rufus Shinra.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm getting a lot of extra attention. It's much appreciated. I wonder how Noki and Luki are doing, they said they would send me a letter every week. That means I'll get one soon.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Talking to Dr. Rufus Shinra.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Lunch time.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: She's really helping me to get better.
Noticeable Improvements: I smile more often.
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
03 April 2008 @ 08:44 pm
11  
Does anyone know about a patient named Reno? If you give me information I want, I'll reward you. You see, he's friends with my brother, and I just want to know him better.

If anyone gets me one of my guns, I'll give a set of security keys as a payment.

[ooc: strikes privated to non-staff and people who won't tattle tale on Giovanni]
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Current Mood: curious
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
29 March 2008 @ 05:53 pm
10  
Day 48
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: That's Haine's thing.
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 0/10. Such an improvement.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Whatever the healthy amount it.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: A dream about Lilly. Haine killed her and ate part of her corpse. Then mother came and Haine tried to kill her.
Moods Experienced Today: Different things.
Mood Triggers: Haine, Reno, and Nill
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I prefer my steak raw, thank you.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I took a little stroll outside.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Group therapy.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Unlike Haine, I take advantage of such services provided here.
Noticeable Improvements: I only wish Haine was getting better.
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Current Mood: awake
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
25 March 2008 @ 03:23 pm
09  

The dance was so fun, wasn't it Haine?

Do you think her insides look like Lilly's? I wonder if their blood tastes, smells, even feels the same. I'm curious, want to answer that question for me?

In other news, Reno, you're such the charmer. Lunch tomorrow, I insist.

[ooc: strikes privated to Haine]
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Current Mood: content
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
22 March 2008 @ 11:22 am
08  
Day 47
Your Name: Giovanni Rammsteiner
Suicidal Ideation: Ludicrous.
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Less than usual.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had a dream about mother.
Moods Experienced Today: Satisfaction.
Mood Triggers: Haine, Mother, Lilly.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: "We all go a little mad sometimes."
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I think the dance will be enjoyable.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Not being able to move into Haine's room.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I can't get enough of it.
Noticeable Improvements: I'm always getting better, for the sake of the family.
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Current Mood: excited
 
 
Giovanni Rammsteiner
19 March 2008 @ 10:44 am
07  
Whoops, I forgot to do yesterday's sheet. I was just so excited over the news of the dance that it slipped my mind. I do apologize, dear staff members. I know not doing those sheets makes things difficult. Now for my request again.

May I please switch rooms? I would like to move in my brother, Haine Rammsteiner. I think moving in with him will provide me a better setting to get better. If I cannot get that room, I can accept another open room.

On another note, I've decided to try and make friends. Who wants to be my friend?
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Current Mood: Friendly
 
 
 
 

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